Hope. Easy to say tough to believe

I don't know if this is true for others, but hope that you will some day break your habits and change is the most important thing. I find myself reverting to bad habits when ever I start to get down, depressed, and discouraged.

What do you do? Do you give up and just say that this is impossible. I have said this more times then I can count. I have said, "Never again!", even more times. This has caused me to try and justify my actions. Make it seem that it is not a problem. But I know that I am just lying to myself.

So how do you keep that flame of hope alive? This is the most difficult thing. I really have no answer for this. Everyone is different. My hope comes from the desire to change. The more I focus on my goal the more closer it seems. For every victory I have, I feel pride. For every failure, I try to pick myself up and move forward. But it is tough. I think that I can do this. I have HOPE that I can.